Tuesday, April 03, 2007

beauty in irony...

I ended my previous post with..."Life is beautiful"...and I start this one adding..."Life is ironical"...maybe thats the beauty of it...It gives you instances to ponder upon...experiences to learn from...the good and the bad things popping up and disappearing and popping up again...like a sine wave...the moment we go on a high with all the good things happening around, it puts you into something which makes you realize...'anything can happen'....

I was very happy the day before for certain things going right, certain chapters coming to an end...and I get a news which shook me...which was big enuff to HIT me badly...Sanu just called me and said one line..."Sujatha has been detected Brain Tumor"....I felt numb for a second...its' been the second time within 3 months something like this happened...it was motu's mom and now its' Sujatha...and only now I realize the worst part of being SO far away from home....I can't just go and see someone I love...had I been in Mumbai, I would have been with Sujatha...could see her...could hug her...now that I am here...all I do is pray for her...pray for a girl who's just too sweet to face something as awful as this...but then I also know that good things happen to good people...things like these are the testing times to make us realize that we can't control things beyond a point...I have seen motu's mum, motu, her family going through the pain...and coming out of it...and I know that Suji is going to come out of it too...!! every dark cloud has a silver lining...every bad phase has to be followed by a good one...it has to...and it will...